Another Story : I had Nightmare last Night. I still aware that i was in dream. That so scary. I was trying to wake up but my dream controlled me. My Body couldn't move and i felt so pressure. I felt like my dream controlled my Body and mind. Finally, i decided to transform my body as My Lama. Then from hands emitted red light, my stomach emitted yellow light and so bright. Then i woke up, i felt so happy, but then i realized i still in another layer of my dream. Then i tried again to transform my body and mind as My Lama.. but i lost my focus while i tried to chant Guru Rinpoche Mantra. I absolutely forgot that mantra. My heart so sad, how can i forget, i always chant that Mantra. I felt that My dream win to control my mind and body. I even couldn't transform my body again as my Lama.. i lost my power. I felt frustration. I couldn't scream, my dream controlled my mouth. But wait a moment, My Dream couldn't control My heart. So i used My heart to scream "All Budhha, Bodhisatva .. Helpppppp!!!!!!!" My heart cried inside my dream .. then one thought came to my dream, told me to transform my Body as Lion Face Dakini. After i transformed My Body as Lion Face Dakini, i felt like my heart was getting bigger and bigger.. i felt some power inside me came to free myself from the dream. I felt like i can control my dream .. then i woke up in real life. When i opened my eyes, my heart so fast chanted "Om Ah Hum Vajra Guru Padma Siddhi Hum" .. then i tried to breath slowly and be happy .. i thank you to My Lama, all dakinis, Buddha and Bodhisatva .. Wish someday i can get Lion Face dakini Empowerment.
